My Baby's Senior Picture

Here is my last Baby to be a senior, Bre is the sweetest, BEAUTIFUL, intelligent, Baby I know. I love you Bre. In case the relatives don't this is Aunt Beck's great grand child, I love her the same as Tia and Michele, actually, Michele and I are cousins but feel more like sisters. I told you all us Jacksons are beautiful. Proud of you Bre

Goodbye Sweet Mother-in-law

Goodbye to my sweet sweet Mother-in-law, I wish I could have said Goodbye in person but it didn't work out that way, I wish you peace and happiness in Alabama, I have never known a sweeter person than you and Thank-You for all your cooking tips and unconditional love, Remember the cross stitch picture of the little mouse saying WHEN YOU GET TO THE END OF YOUR ROPE, TIE A KNOT IN IT AND HANG ON. As for my other blog
gers waiting to hear what the doctor said, She is happy with my health improvement



but not happy with my weight, I will have to call every Monday with my weight....hated it, but as long as I can make 100LBS I am good to go, Pray I can gain weight fast, I feel great, I eat
ALOT


=The most fattening foods I can find, but cannot seem to retain fats. Oh well, I guess I will just be a stick person, little old lady stick person, HEY AT LEAST I AM A PERSON. Better than dead lol

PC TOOK IT'S LAST BREATH

My old PC kept over heating so I tool it to the Geek
Squad and it would have cost too much to repair and due to the age, it would have been cheaper to buy one, but I was lucky and was able to borrow an old one someone wasn't using, OMGoodness after blogging and facebook and my space I missed it really bad, it is my window to the world. So I had 34 e-mails and I have to figure out how to log on easy as a guest on this PC. Happy To Be Among You Again

THANK YOU LORD

This little Bird looks like he is praising the Lord for me. The medicine the surgeon gave me WORKED, We had to adjust the dose, if I take it twice a day I get blurred vision (In some cases that's not so bad, Everyone looks pretty ha ha) but for the first time in a year I can eat and not run to the bathroom 20 minutes later. I pray it continues, the name of the drug is Robinul, if I can gain enough weight then surgery (Bowel resection) will be done when I am at a healthier weight, But just like this little Bird, I feel like throwing up both arms and PRAISE THE LORD. Thank-You for your prayers

Great Day

Today was a beautiful sunny day, I went with Floyd to Holmes county to visit a friend, we had a great time of fellowship, It felt so great to get out without it being a doctor appointment, but I did have to make sure a restroom was on the way, I tell you I would rather use an outhouse any day as to use a public restroom. Thank-You Lord for the Sunshine, The mushrooms popping up after the thundering and lighting, I hear that makes them pop out and I guess at Mt Hope auction you can sell them for alot of money. But just to forget for a day that I am sick, and that all phone calls were turned off only after my sister wouldn't get off the phone on the way down I finally said I am hanging up Marce I don't want to miss a thing.I needed today

NOT GOOD NEWS

I saw the surgeon today and the news was not good, she explained to me that the blockage or scar tissue is lying on my pancreas and bowel and that it's too risky so she said she wanted me to try another medication Robinul, she said that was her silver bullet what ever that means. She said the surgery would cause me to loose weight and that's not good, and one wrong move on her part I could die , I guess there is a duct involvement that if they nick it, I could be worse or die so I am to call her on Friday and on Monday to see if the diaharri slows down, My life is in the restroom, then I get so weak I sometimes crawl back to my chair, I'm talking about every 2 hours I have diarrhea which looks like I poured Crisco oil in the toilet, my body is rejecting fats. Bur on the GOOD side she said I am still healthy enough to have very shinny hair and strong finger nails and I guess if it were worse I would be having straw for hair and who knows what kind of finger nails I would have. But I will report to her on Friday and on Monday and then I don't know what to do. my brain is trying to keep my spirits up and while sitting in her office I thought if I lived in Ethiopia I would look normal ha ha= I am sader than sad

I WILL MISS YOU TROLL=GOODBYE

Tonight or I should say this morning I couldn't sleep so I surfed the net and found one of my sights I visit is leaving myspace.I met another American Indian but not from the same tribe my line comes from, but what a surprise to tell her goodbye and that I will miss her thoughts on religion. You can never have too many friends and this gal knows people I know. Speaking of friends we both know I would like to take this moment to remember Floyd Kerr who passed away last week, I liked the troll man, he helped me move and he was a sweet man. Rest In Peace Troll, Oh Yeah I'm sorry I called you Troll, your friends forgot to tell me they only call you that behind your back, but you will always be Troll to me, I already have a Floyd.